I am alive

hi there!

this is my first post in this blog.

today i like to say that i am alive. you know what, today after my job, i felt i 'd be fired very soon. maybe not fired exactly, but the manager of the place which i work in, maybe will not call my agency to extend my job. anyway, after the feeling i was thinking that after each lose in life maybe sth better would happen and it gave a power to digest it more easily and faster.
i am serious, i have learned in my life that sometimes we, humans, feel that maybe we are losing and it is a kind of lose in fact but what the lose itself can increase the chance to gain more in the future. As an example, suppose i have worked in a company as an assistant in my department. after losing my job, i have the opportunity to apply for a position one level higher than my current job.

anyway, as the first post, i write just for myself. i am not sure if anybody else would read it.

cheers